My Crap(:

Physics was kinda okay for me but geography is totally screwed! i freaking wasted too much time thinking on how to do a question.. damnit.. im so gonna get like a D7 for my geography.. anyways thanks to jen, i had a wonderful time even though i was sort of feeling down just now. Thanks! (:

okay, its been 5 months since i last blogged! lots of stuffs happened in my life. im starting to love some parts of my life. after O’s im gonna look for a part time job and earn money and im gonna plan for my future! had all the weird dreams and thoughts this couple of weeks due to O’ level’s stress. but i guess its a good thing cause im really thinking about what im gonna do and stuff. Physics and geography, ima kick your arse! (:

All the best to those taking exams!

Havent blogged for a long time. Lots of things happened as usual. Quarrelled with family members, met jennifer, swapped presents, Flag day, and meeting friends(: Its quite nice to see friends whom i havent seen for a while. Many of them look so different now. Flag day was funny, lots of uncles and aunties donated. Parents as usual, blame everything on me. Lots of things happening in my family, now having war. Met jen and thanks for the present and card (: Its the only thing that made me really happy for a long time.. And now.. im worried. WORRIED SICK. I’ll have to meet BERLINDA CHARLES this coming saturday. Its such a torture. I really hate this feeling.. the worst thing is.. i havent told my parents my results yet.. they’ll probably kill me when they find out about my results.. ahh.. and my brother.. he’s so dead.. my parents angry with him, also can scold me for no reason.. always trying out new ways to shoot me.. seriously tired.. middle child sucks.. no attention given, no love shown.. but the good thing is that i have the freedom. Fuck this shitty life. ):

Been slacking this few days.. sleep eat study abit.. watch some movies and Dota abit.. my life is such a bore.. i seriously need to go out more often.. im becoming like.. super anti-social now.. i talk very little with my family and close friends and yeah.. after mid-years im gonna hardcore go out with my brother! The problem is that i dont think i’ll have enough money.. and i dont wanna use up my savings.. coz i’ve been wanting to buy something for a long time.. and i dont wanna take out money from my bank account.. so i need to save up lor.. ah my fever is super duper annoying.. i cant sleep last night.. super cold and i keep sweating.. plus bad headache.. now my temperature is like.. 39.2 degrees la.. i can stir fry an egg on my forehead!
6 more days (:

Sian la.. i damn weak.. keep fever.. now 38.6 degrees.. ): bad sore throat again.. i eat too much fried foooood yesterday

Mid-year’s hard.. i study so much and wow.. they’re tougher than expected.. chemistry alot of careless mistakes.. then physics abit tough.. combine humanities is screwed.. chinese is super hard.. english can pass.. MATHS no time! geography still quite okay.. so i think i only pass english, physics and geography.. not sure if can pass combine science.. seriously need to work harder man.. i have no mood for anything now.. super duper sian.. ):

Its been a long time since i had fun.. this few months passed quite quickly.. lots of stuffs happened.. many things changed.. made some friends.. and tried to do stupid stuffs. Tried out new stuffs and played DotA.. and nothing seems to help. Seriously dunno whats happening.. everyday wake up.. go school.. come home sleep.. study eat and the same thing happens over and over again.. my life is meaningless.. screwed up in SS.. chinese.. and i think i may have to see Berlinda Charles again.. everything sucks.. i have no mood for anything now.. i just want some time for myself.. that’s all i want. Is this too much to ask for?
if only..

Omg i think that i  am going to fail my chinese for the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE! Feeling down lately.. dont really know why.. so many things.. so little time.. listened to Taylor Swift songs and damn emo dunno why.. ahh.. ): SS on monday.. and i dont know a shit about it.. great man.. ahh this weekend so much stuffs to do.. dont even know if i have enough time to study.. bleh.. i seriously need to take some time to reflect on what the fuck has been happening in my life for the past few months..

Had english paper today! quite easy! (: should be able to do well! At least. Tomorrow chinese exams! omg. i am so screwed ): keep doing badly for the recent few chinese tests.. ahh and SS and history.. i havent even start studying this 2 subjects.. this few days keep getting tired.. ah.. gonna go sleep now.

Keep falling sick.. cough cough cough.. damn annoying la.. cough the flam got blood.. z.. damn sick.. go see doctor the doctor give the medicine like useless like that.. eat ler still like the same.. and mid years are coming.. and i sick cannot even study…. ):

Yesterday went to eat buffet with parents and their friends. Quite fun. Food was okay.. maybe because i just went to tighten my braces.. then abit pain.. so dont feel like eating.. and mostly due to my sore throat and bad cough.. i ate super little, like waste money sia.. then my mum keep say what i no manners.. people talk to me i never reply.. of course i never reply.. i was sleeping coz i didnt feel well.. ahh seriously fucked up la.. always want aim me.. fucking cb.. i seriously hate HER!